how am i supposed to move on, knowing that your love has drifted away and you're not by my side anymore?

how am i suppose to carry on with life, thinking about you and our times together which will only remain as memories in my mind?

how can i forget about you when I've loved you so much?

don't tell me anything. don't speak. don't explain. cause it hurts way too much. i fell madly in love with you, but nothing was left at the end of our relationship.

you didn't really love me anyway. while i gave you my love, you gave me false hope. as much as it hurts, i carried on with those fake hopes, thinking that you'll soon get over it someday and you'll start to love and cherish me. i wished that you would return my love for you to me. i couldn't make you care about me. or at least be there for me when i needed you.

i couldn't make you love me. i couldn't make you mine.

i failed to believe that we're over. you knew i was such a fool for you, but did nothing. you told me you were confused, but i knew it all along that you didn't love me actually, you were just trying to get over the past. you said you tried loving me and that stings my heart so much to know that. i kept comforting myself with those sweet little lies you told me. i let my guards down, placed my hopes high because i wanted to sacrifice so much for you.

you finally made the decision to move on by retreating back to the past. to the person whom you couldn't actually get over with. i'm left with these ugly bruises and scars from a person who didn't really want me as a lover. i miss your hugs, i miss your face, i miss your voice and everything. it kills me inside whenever i see you. as much as i miss you, it becomes too painful for me to undertake when i see your face.

每一天， 我会想到你。我的心真的受伤了。 但是， 我可以怎么做？我爱你太多了。 我不能忘记你。 我不能放弃你。。

你心里面没有我。。从来。 你没有爱过我。。