I'm alone on a Saturday night :( And the fact that I'm stressing so much isn't much of a help either.

There are only 3 things that can me high :

1. Vodka and Bacardi

2. Good Trance Music

3. Saturdays

Well, its 4 items to be exact. I'm no longer that person who craved shopping anymore. My obsessions aren't that extreme. Maybe its temporal. Knowing me.

I sound so angry in this blog. I've said it previously. This place is my only place of refuge, where I can just vent my feelings freely.

Lets not wander any further.

Why are some people so judgemental? Just because I go clubbing, it doesn't mean that I spoil myself by drinking to the maximum and hook up with some random guys. I still stand firm on my beliefs. People say I'm horny because of that. People say I'm 'bad' because I enjoy clubbing. Honestly, what sense does it make for you to make such statement? The fact is that, I really love the surreal feeling. It's one of those rare occasions where I can fully indulge in. Its my little place of redemption. My main purpose of clubbing is to have a good time without worrying about reality. I enjoy the music a lot. To get so absorbed into it is a luxury. Music is a bridge where I can get myself detached from reality.

Is that really bad? I don't hook up randomly. Neither do I get myself involved in such inappropriate acts. Yet, why do people go around jumping into conclusions and start pointing fingers at me?

Right at this stage, I don't pretty much care. People can be hypocrites for all I care. It's not going to affect me. They can say all they want ;)

Aaaah. another angry post! Blehhhh. But there's a smiley lol haha